I think my T got really irritated with me tonight. I was telling her why I was angry with her and I said something like " it's ok for you, you just go home and get to forget I exist, this is just your job, it's me who has to live with all this!"

OMG she got pissed at that lol. She raised her voice a tiny bit and said sternly or irritatedly or both... " THAT is NOT true. This is not the kind of job where I can just switch off at the end of the day. I DO care very much and I do think of you a lot outside, is it really so hard for you to believe you're in my heart and mind?"

Or something like that. I felt like I was getting into trouble a little bit. I finally riled her!
Tonight was a very tough session....