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Originally Posted by archipelago
Then you are not afraid of her but of yourself?
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I'm not sure.

It gets confusing at that point.
I think I project my fears a lot. I tell my T I am afraid of her a lot, but on reflection, I am almost always afraid of my own reaction to things, if that makes sense. I am afraid of my own judgment and self-criticism, and I project all that outward onto her. So it becomes a confusing mess of who or what am I really afraid of?