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Old Apr 29, 2007, 03:24 PM
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He made me promise that I won't regret what he happened and he made me promise that I will talk to him tomorrow morning. He said he's going to come and get me for break and we're going to communicate. He said we've started communicating and wants to keep that going and he wants it to go deeper. Hmmmm... Anyway, I expect he's probably freaking out right now. He didn't want to be attracted to me or have any feelings for me. He's terrified of a relationship, so I wouldn't be surprised if he backs away from me. He has some big issues. We'll see what happens. If it turns out he can't get over the fear and can't trust himself (and me), there's nothing I can do about that. I'm not going to push him. If it doesn't turn into a relationship at least I know it's not because there's anything WRONG with me. I know he thinks a lot of me. If he's not ready, he's not ready... I will be very happy if he comes around, though and decides to take a chance... and I'm holding myself back from feeling anything too deep for him at this point.
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