you don't sound insane. you sound like you are dealing with a lot of pain, confusion, and fear. maybe it is time to look for a different doctor.

and when you say "i keep having to put i instead of we" do you mean that you have a tendency to refer to yourself as "we"?

i'm sorry you're going through this. we are all here for you, though. just try to hang on. and keep posting, if it helps you!!!!

(((((hugs))))) <--- only if ok with you

Angela

-comfort the disturbed and disturb the comfortable-