Its you that you need to try and love. And you have to convince your self that he is a bad person. Because he is where you are concerned. You may have been friends in the past but not now. He doesnt even think your worth a five minute chat. This is not the behaviour of someone you want to be with. You deserve better. Keep your self busy, delete his number. Its not going to be easy. You need to learn to love your self. He is like a drug to you. Drugs are bad remember. You need him out of your life

(Big hugs, stat srong, yoy can do it" your wortg so much more)