Recently diagnosed with BPD. The worst part is the depression, I can't pick myself back up, I am on anti depressants but they have no affect at all. I am so lost, my head gets noisy and restless, my ears hurt, I border on the thoughts of killing myself and cry and just want to be fixed.
I can't cope with the emotional rollercoaster every day. They said that medication doesn't always have the answer.

But they must be something they can give me?