<font color="#000088"> How rude and un-ethical of a professional to do. We deal with that enough as is, and to have that happen at the office? What the hell - it's as if NO one gives a hoot whether or not we succeed or not. One minute I feel the total support of my T, then I feel all she is wanting to do is lock me up. This has been talked about WAYYYY to many times lately and I honestly believe, come tomorrow @ 8:30AM, I will no longer be allowed to roam free in my bedroom; i'll be stuck in some hospital room, looking at white walls, all the while supposedly being a medical guinea pig.
ALL bcuz i admitted to going off meds; plus i have an HX of doing such and need to be 'monitored'. Well, when can I HAVE MY OWN CHOICES? It becomes overwhelming on timing meds and all that, then ya find out you have to have someone else ENSURE you are taking them.
Again, if they are not helpign, then why keep taking them? That is my opinion and that is my take on it. I believe I stated in a previous post that I'm 'maxed' out on the dosages due to my weight; so - where's that leave me? I never ever remember signing up for 'mental roulette' as far as medication is/was concerned!!!
Maybe i should just NOT take it either; what's the worst that will happen? Surely to god it can't get any worse!!!
Niko </font>
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BP-I, Panic Disorder w/AG, OCD, AVPD, PPD & JUST want to get better and live life again!!!!
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