I was mistreated to say the least by people who are supposed to care for you and now its left me with P.T.S.D and I don't know what to do.

I went out with some friends and got into a bit of a drunken argument. I was then arrested and took to a police cell and stripped naked and made to bend over by force by male officers while another searched my body inside. It felt like it went on for hours. I felt like I was being raped, it was so terrifying I was scared and I moved to try stop the pain. I was then tied up by my hands and legs naked, and they just carried on searching me.. It was so humiliating I cant seem to know how to get it out of my head.

I complained about it, but as there was no CCTV in the cell, they got away with it.

Now I have nightmares of it and constant flashbacks of it happening and I just don't know how to deal with it. I get so anxious when I go out just in case I see them and I cant even go to a place where you have to remove clothing, ie hospital as it just brings it all back to me.. does anyone have any suggestions.

I just so want my life back.