I have had numerous treatments. My memory was affected a little bit in the beginning but its not worth complaining about. Ask lots of questions prior to the treatment. Voice your concerns. It is actually a very simple procedure that takes about 5 minutes. It is the prep and recovery from anesthesia that takes time.

These treatments have helped me incredibly. I can honestly say it is the only thing that has helped me with depression. I also have major anxiety so I understand your fear. I am no longer anxious when I go for a treatment. It is a very simple procedure.

I would be careful about what you read on the net about ECT. I just went to a site that I linked to from PsychCentral and was horrified at all the negativity. It was like they took the worst cases and posted them on this one site. I added my positive experience to the site, but I don't expect it to stay.

Good Luck and you will be okay. Just use your voice and get any concerns you may have taken care of. I'm sure having a good doctor is one of the reasons my experience was so positive.