So I went to my counselor today. I go with the hope that she will help me feel better. Well today I finally opened up to her about my sleeping problems and being unable to focus and how anxious I am all the time. I thought it was that I am still transitioning into the college/adult life style. Well, to just make mattes worse, she told me that I might have an anxiety disorder. Ever since I heard about it, I have not been able to take my mind off of it. My whole family has had history of so many mental disorders that it makes me nervous. And then I try to tell my mother about it all and she said "oh cool" and walked away to talk to her "best friend" on the phone.