I'm sorry you're going through a bad patch. Things will get better, you haven't offended anyone least of all God who is far too busy running the universe to get offended. Unfortunately because He is busy running the universe (imagine how hard it must be keeping all those planets and stars in their correct orbits, I can't juggle two balls or walk and chew gum) then petty people get away with nasty mean acts. There is nothing wrong with you and I'm sure you haven't done anything wrong.

Have you any more distractions to look forward too? If not, perhaps you could organize a little get together with family.

I hope things get better or at least reach the "tolerable" level soon.