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I just want to mention my gratefulness for all of you. This is such a great forum. The atmosphere one breaths is Heavenly!
Thank you for reading my post I am trying to do what some of you suggest.
........................................ThAnK yOu! ¡GraciaS! DAnKE!..................\(^o^)/
. When hope disappears
.Life of trouble

My parents discuss all the day how they can help me

Sometimes I sleep 3 hours a day and continue trying to locate a philanthropist and help online.
I don't want a tragedy to happen
I probably will have to dropout school
I remember everything was so different from a year almost 2 now.Enyoing studying! Feeling I was the smartest!Indeed I had the better grades and went to contests.
Why is life so unfair? If I could only have a life... I would live it 3 times!!!
I am giving up life! After all it's not me, is just the process of decaying and this surpasses my will. For some souls there's no other option but to suffer and endure it...
Life goes on...
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Specially because I am not only clinically depressed but also full of talents I would but I can't develop.
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