Thanks to both!
Msandsm, what is an inpatient psych facility? So I can understand if there is something similar in my country. I'd surely prefer to talk to a woman.
I'm so anxious at the idea to make it know also to my dad...because I think that he'll be more worried for me, or at least he'll show it more, and this could scare also me.
Floating.feather, did you receive my PM?