It's hard for me to make friends because I am at the place where I don't trust most people except for the people here. I have a job that makes me miserable, but I don't quit because I need the money to pay the bills. I am almost crying at the thought of going to work now. I know life is just plain hard. Somewhere down the line it will get better for us, it must. Hang in there. Love and hugs to you.