I have been battling with depression off and on for much of my life. Back in July I felt so overwhelmed by it that I quit my job to try to spend time balancing myself. Instead, for the last 2 months I have hardly left my house, and I barely talk to anyone.... I feel like I dove even deeper into the abyss, and now I have no motivation or drive to get another job. I know it's necessary in order to move forward (in any direction). It just seems, lately.... I'm damned if I do, damned if I don't.

I feel... Like I don't really know what to do with myself anymore.