Hello g4rfield, welcome to Psych Central.

My heart goes out to you. I think the medication at this time is important for you to continue taking. But I don't like the fact that you are living in an abusive home, that would certainly make your mental health worse. There must be some way for you to find help in getting out of that living situation. I hope someone else will come up with places you could go and get assistance in this, I'm not from your area so I can't suggest where you would go to find that. I'm wondering if a mental health support worker would help you in getting away from your parents and then this would help your mental state. Hugs