I don't know why, but since my T appointment on Wednesday, I have felt a lot of different emotions. I have been grateful, and very thankful for my T. I have felt relieved to know she cares about me and didn't judge me for what I told her. I have been feeling really clingy and needy, too. And I have felt guilty and anxious for worrying her and texting her so much. I'm not sure how all these emotions can coexist, or why I am feeling some of them. I have no idea why I feel so clingy right now, for example. And despite my T's reassurance, I still feel guilty for worrying her last week, and making her afraid because I was so hopeless yet wouldn't tell her what was going on. And I just feel soooo clingy, like I want to wrap my arms around her legs and never let go.

Ugh...emotions are hard.