Thanks (sweet). Yes I know I am not even near the only one that experiences this. I feel for everyone that goes through any kind of illness. The appointment I have today; I cant go. I have nobody to take care of my kids. I am not wanting to phone; he is going to be mad. What do I do. Anyway, I am feeling really down. Almost no sleep. I feel like this is a battle that will never end; and I have already lost.

justy