They ask if i SI, if I say no, then i'm lieing... if I say yes, they want me to show them... then when i show them they say I'm doing it for attention... If I dont show them then i'll be told that i'm a lier... What am I suposed to do? It's not for attention... I would rather keep it secret than to show it.
But then... If I keep it too much of a secret, I will never find that bit of info that I need... that will teach me how to cope otherwise..