I have reached out for help, I've seeked therapy, medication, and it hasn't done anything for me. I just don't know, it seems like a waste of my time and money to try and find someone who will listen to me and actually understand. Why does it have to be like this? I can't seem to find solutions to my problems. I don't know whats wrong with me, I don't know what I'm doing wrong, I don't know what to say anymore, I can never tell someone how I truly feel, and nobody will make me feel comforted and understood, it doesn't seem like they really care, just another patient to deal with. They make me feel guilty and ashamed. I also feel like im wasting their time. It seems like they get angry with me because Im so pathetic and can't do anything right. All I do is go to my therapist week after week and space out and just say kind of how I feel. What do I say to him? What do I say to anybody? What do I say? What can I do? My parents are also getting annoyed with me because nothing is helping me.