Thanks Growly & for everyone who gave hugs.

Jaybird, I was going to message you instead of bumping this thread unnecessarily but your profile doesn't have that option so I must reply here. I ended up crashing a little bit and engaging in some negative coping mechanisms but sometime after that, my mood shifted and things improved. Being able to put things in a better perspective now, I appreciate the way T chose to support me because even though it felt like crap it was necessary. I was able to speak with her about it, and tell her a bit of how things have been going for me on top of that and she greatly appreciated it. Thanks for the motivation, it meant more than you'll ever realize.