Hi kaylaurynn, I posted in your other thread but will post it again here in case you didn't see it.
I'm sorry you're going through so much. Have you considered therapy? If money is an issue, you could try a sliding sale clinic. I truly hope things get better for you soon.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
Diagnosis:
Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type
PTSD
Social Anxiety Disorder
Anorexia Binge/Purge type