Thank you for replying!

It's funny how rewarding myself was mentioned (my husband told me to do the same), I realized that when I finish even if I do it perfectly fine I am upset with myself for feeling nervous/anxious to begin with. I take this to the head because it's not the only thing I let fear interfere with, it happens with almost everything. Especially when it comes to trying something new or anything outside my comfort zone. And I feel as if by now I should be past that stage. I don't want to be a woman who fears.