So it's been a few weeks since TMS ended and I'm actually feeling better than when it ended. I am not on any antidepressants because we tried again after TMS but I had a bad reaction, possible allergic (itching) so I quickly stopped it.
I am now thinking TMS may have actually done the trick, but I'm just having a delayed reaction. I am thinking about doing another few weeks of TMS to see if I can get fully functional. I think I'm around 80% now, where I would say I started at probably 30%. Granted these are abatrary percentages based on my best assessment of how I felt on antidepressants and what I felt in my deepest part of the depression but that is a considerable improvement. I think my anxiety got the best of me during treatment which lead to negative thoughts about treatment.
This may be premature but I am starting to feel better. I have been in therapy for the last few weeks, not sure if that has helped but I can't see it having a huge improvement so quickly.
I put a call in to the TMS doc to see about doing follow up sessions. We will see what they think. If I end up doing more I will post my progress.
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Dx: MDD, GAD, Panic Disorder
Rx: None, too many side effects.
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