Well I just want you to know I've read your post a couple of times. So I'm listening. It's obvious that having a job, car, and a home has nothing to do with mental illness. There are so many people on here that have a job or don't have a job and have a house and car or don't have a house and car, regardless of their financial situations, they still have depression or are bipolar or bpd or whatever. So it's okay. Don't feel like you should shut up. You should keep telling us how you feel. That's why we're all here.