After a long hypomanic lift off, lots of drinking, smoking, sleeplessness, pressured speech, racing thoughts, mixed moods, some lows, but mainly highs, I think I may be leveling out. I am gradually changing my diet, getting some sleep and starting to feel less crazy. There were some NEAR misses in there with some REALLY irresponsible behaviors. There was this faint voice in there that was like 'pssst... maybe this is crazy?!'... Thank god for that! It got me back on the forum, cuz I knew what was happening, so happy to be back! Maybe I'll feel ok for a while. I've been mood tracking again too... Intermittently... :-/ Soon...
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