I'm so sorry that this one didn't work out... but what a HUGE BIG STEP you took getting yourself there! That's awesome... I remember how scared you were of going. YOU DID GOOD - even if he wasn't the right therapist for you, that's not your fault - you still did good.

Hang in there, and please keep trying. I hope the next one is much better... and maybe he gave you some good clues for what to ask on the phone? Maybe you could ask about the type of therapy they do, and if it's CBT - they might not be a good match?