I have Depression along with DID and I am feeling lost with no way out lately and I am bewildered as to who is holding these feeling...... is it me or one of my alters or a little both of us, but either way the feelings are REAL and they have a strong hold me.

Over all I am not happy with the life I now have and yet I cannot make it on my own and I do not know how to get away from the things or people that make me even sadder. I am often left feeling like there is only one way to escape my life and the sadness that visits my heart and mind weekly --I fight this as I do not like that road or the path it will lead to, it scare me for it force is strong when I am weak.

What am I to do when I feel like this?
What I am to do to escape the sadness?
How do I carry on in life with no income and with out them?

Thank you...... for Listening. Me -