Hi Abe, I really don't know what to do and hate that. Being stuck in one place like I super glued my brain to the inside of a box. I've tried for so long to get a job its become a joke. A bad one. I've was a manager and have owned my own business....and I know that I can work. Ugh. Everyday I get up and my brain starts rerunning the "what a freak can't even get a stupid job, can't get a stupid job....over and over what is wrong with me.