Hey Inny

I don't believe you're wierd either... well if you are so am I then.

I think I dream something kind of similar to yours. A few nights ago I had a dream that there was this crazy person, sickly in love with one of my classmates. I mean this person would leave the stranges messages for this person, but somehow the messages never reached my classmates. I kept getting the messages instead, which was really wierd, until in the end of the dream in turned out I was the one leaving the messages, which is obviously why I always got them... hmm thinking maybe it's a little similar..

I've had dreams like this before. Often they are dreams like the one above, like some maniac crazy person psychopath is doing really sick things, and it puzzles me why I'm always at the "crime-scene" until it turns out it's really me doing it, except I don't remember there's just some wierd clue, that doesn't even always seem logical.

Anyways, got a comment on the half awake half asleep thing too, sorry it's so long the post.
I do that a lot too. Like sometimes, I dream I'm drowning, and I'll be struggling for my life holding my breath in my sleep, except I'm aware it's just a dream but I still can't breathe or stop kikcking my legs. I'm still panicking. It's really scary. Also sometimes if I've been on a boat in my sleep or in a car, when I wake up I see my room speeding by or bobbing up and down. At one time it made me seasick. If people are in my dreams sometimes I still see them when I wake up, which is really scary, generally I just have a lot of trouble escaping my dreams once I wake.

I hate those dreams. The only thing I've found to work is an exercise where you become aware of your surroundings.... don't know if you've heard of them.. anyways it's on a tape I got from my T and not in English, but if you're interested I'll ask her where it is possible to find one in english.

Sorry it's so long

((((((((Inny)))))))