I would imagine your LCM cares about you and wants to help keep you safe. It was the right thing to do to text her because you were having a really bad night. Texting her at all hours is not an every day occurrence right? That would be too much to expect of anyone on a regular basis.

If you cannot control your drinking then please seek help at AA or with a counselor. Do you know why you drink? Is it only when you're having a bad day? You mention fun but it sounds like you are drinking alone. How much fun is it drinking alone? If you need to escape problems I can understand that but maybe a counselor can help you find safer means to deal with your life. You can have a great time being sober if you ever give it a chance. I wish you a safe weekend.