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Originally Posted by growlithing
I mean, I really just need to drink less often. If I only drank on the weekends, this really wouldn't be an issue. I rarely let myself get actually really drunk anymore. I figured out how to pace it better. I was trying to figure it out when I was posting here drunk all the time. I figured out I need to mix it and drink super slow. If I drink anything straight, I'm drunk. Even wine. Not beer but beer makes me puke. Guess it's something about the hops that just messes with me. But I can't drink anything really except for vodka here because well I prefer spirits immensely and anything but vodka smells a lot. I have to keep the smell to an absolute minimum in the dorms.
I was actually drunk last night. But normally I just get tipsy. I am trying to drink less. I'm drank about every other night last week which is better. But this week, I want to try only on Friday and Saturday. That would be a good goal and would probably actually be more fun anyway.
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Even being a little tipsy seems to be making your PTSD worse. You originally said you would stop drinking when you left your family's house, but you didn't do that. This is a pattern for you, downplaying the problems and allowing them to get worse.
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HazelGirl
PTSD, Depression, ADHD, Anxiety
Propranolol 10mg as needed for anxiety, Wellbutrin XL 150mg
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