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Old Sep 20, 2014, 02:03 PM
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Originally Posted by Miguel'smom View Post
I disassociate when depressed the way you described disassociation. We call it me going away. It's just comfortable there but for me it can become a catitonic like state. It scares my husband to death because he "doesn't know when I'll come back ".

Now outright derealization. I thought for a good week I was my husband's imaginary friend. That he maybe crazy and I'm his hallucination.
Ahhh! I see... So I am definitely dissociating. Derealization, that is different. But can that find various forms? Like some times at the peak of hypo-manic/manic episodes I believe that I, or things, have kind of subtly magical properties, like frequently I believe that I can effect certain outcomes through concentration etc... Is that a form of derealization?

Let me know if you can and thank you!
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