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Originally Posted by Hopeful Camel
 and I feel very sad. My mom didn't make her usual morning phone call to me. Nothing really planned for the day. I feel very teary eyed and down. I turned 55 years old today, and I am so very tired of being ill with this illness. Of being up down and more down. I don't like being this way. Other people are happy on their birthdays. I ruin my own day with my messed up moods. I hate myself. That is all. I just feel very sad. Thanks for listening to my pitty party. |
Hey, happy birthday !
It's not necessarily true that other people are happy on their birthdays, my dear.
Why count on others to make it a good day for you ? Why not do something special for yourself ? Get a manicure, pedicure, massage ? Buy yourself new clothes or shoes ? Treat yourself !
My bday was a week ago, and I couldn't care less that I turned 31. The 30th bday last year was much worse.