Hi, am 26. Am an only child. I have no friends but have a nice job. I have been intwo failed relationships. My first lasted five years from when I was 18 till I was 23. He moved to another country and married someone else. My second left me because he thought i was still in love with tne first. This broke me completely because I was trying to start a new life with him but he just didnt give me a chance. Since the break up ive been constantly depressed, very sad, always crying and am tired of this life. I spend days in my bed crying. Nothing interests me anymore. I just hate everything and everyone. I even hate my job, the only thing that keeps me busy. I just want to sleep and never wake up. No one cares about me. I can take a week without receiving a single phone call. Am tired of this life and I feel so much pain in my heart. Am so depressed. I hardly eat and I have lost so much wait.
Wish I could leave this country and start a new life elsewhere.