I am trying a new technique that I haven't before.

It is called 'throwing oneself into whatever is available to do to distract oneself from the reality of feeling like cat vomit'.

I have got myself super involved with scoping out our MidWinter Ball at work, I have made plans for 3 nights this week with friends (after tonight - I must do laundry) and I am damn well going to FORCE myself to go and not pike and go to bed as soon as I can legitimately do so.

I have set myself deadlines for the project I am currently working on that I WILL meet by Friday.

This is not going to ruin and control my life anymore.

I swear it is not a way to live ...