Yes, there was one great love, but moping over what might have been is a deeply unproductive activity. After a very painful period during which I came to realise I loved very much more than she loved me I made the decision to cut her completely out of my life - she was a very difficult person.

I have a weakness for difficult women, (but very carefully did not marry one). The gorgeous creature in question would probably have disappointed me even more had we continued (and vice versa I expect.