so im just sitting here .she is evil the things she is saying. I hate her I hate me for just not being able to walk away .she is making me so upset .im such a failure here .I always will be . for some stupid reason I keep a hope that she will change or accept me or be human . I hate me. she is sitting here pointing out how many things she could have done to ruin my wedding . and I went to the pool and when I came back I opened my computer to get on and ther were some strange windows open. I said what the hell is this and she said I just opened it and played with the mouse pad hoping you had games on it . BULL S h !T she was trying to spy on what I was doing . she had no business on my computer at all