Happy birthday!!! I hope you've heard from your mom today. If not then know yr loved by us around here. I'm sick to death with this illness too so yr not alone in that at all. I've just started a new med and I'm slowly moving out of the darkness. I hope you'll feel better soon! Maybe you need to see yr pdoc for a med adjustment? Sometimes meds stop working and we have to adjust to something different. That's what I had to do and I'm feeling so much better. I wish the same for you honey. Much love and hugs