((((Moonkin))))

First of all sorry you haven't been feeling well. One thing in your post that popped out at me was that you mentioned you don't have a job. I think a part time job might be just the thing to get you out into the world. It doesn't have to be anything that defines your interests or too demanding. Maybe at the mall near your house or a local deli or even a McDonalds where you will see lots of people. There you can practice social skills without the pressure of an expected personal outcome and observe other kids and how they interact with each other. Anyway, just a thought....
Take care.