My PCP has prescribed my meds for years however I'm finally being referred to a psychiatrist and am hopeful that person will work with me to be on the right meds. Through my 20s and most of my 30's I enjoyed hobbies, family, friends....however the last 10-15 years have been bad and they keep getting worse. I have NO interest in any hobbies or doing anything. I HATE that i'm all alone and only choose/attract the WRONG type of guy. I also hate that I just CRY for no reason. just tears stream down my face and I can't do anything to stop them. it happens no matter where I am. In Office Max today!!!! I had to leave my sunglasses on because I was just crying....just crying....

My few friends that I have now don't understand and I think are losing patience with me. My MOTHER doesn't believe that depression is a disease so I avoid talking with her at all costs. Anyway....that's where I'm at today. JES