Hi there, i kinda understand a bit of what you are feeling, i also liked tons of things and now i don't like anything to be honest. I have been like this for 6 years now and even though i have a few friends left i also feel all alone. It's like you said people without depression just don't get it, i have talked about some things about me with my friends and they were nice and tried to motivate me even tried to explain how i should just forget it among many other things, its nice to see someone care about you and try to help you but if it were that simple i would had been healed a long time ago. If your friends are losing patience with you that means they are not the friends you can really call a friend, i would never lose my patience with a friend of mine in need of help.

About your mother mine is the same, i tried to speak with her too many times about how i feel and she does not understand it she even said things like "you're just shy" eventualy i stopped trying even after i come home from terapy she asks what did the doctor say and i never say what was discussed there.

Be strong Jes.