I am home. Exhausted. And sore from being so tense. Panic attacks make me physically exhausted, and because I tense up so badly, I get very sore from head to toe. I never had physical pain like this. I am taking a very rare Melatonin and going to bed. I have to go back tomorrow, and watch more Homecoming activities. I will pray tonight, for some rest and relief from the constant attacks. Too many tonight to count. And I refuse to overmedicate. So a deep breath, a melatonin, and bed. Praying that I can sleep. I need a break.