This reminds me of when my aunt (person who raised me) sent me to see a friend of ours, who said she wanted me to come and visit her. then when I did, she didn't want me there. I really relate to that feeling. I feel it.

No one should be made to feel this way.

And especially if it's your own mother. ouch.

I am sorry.

You have something good to give to the world. The stuff she said to you is not who you are.

Thanks for writing your experience.

Carol