I know exactly how you feel. I'm afraid to leave my house. It's a cruel world out there. I've been crying for 3 days now. My T has been pushing me to make relationships. He asked me on Saturday if I was getting tired of hearing that. I told him I felt he was trying to push me out. He said he wasn't pushing me out, but my counseling will end some time. I can't cope with that right now. He is all I have right now. I don't even know how to tell him how bad that upset me. I don't want him to think he said something to upset me. We really have a great relationship. I don't want it to be over.