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Pinksoil: they is mostly my T, and then my Pdoc, and then my parents.. but mostly my T. And wow, i've not even seen this one for 2 years yet... I've only seen him for about 2 months, then we took a break until just last week. And I sorta brought up it last week with my T... and he wanted to see... Then my parents re-found out about it today, because we went to the doctor today (a bad reaction to one of my meds) and she was like "let me see your arm" after the doctor left the room. T_T

Hopefull: Thanks ya all of the above. lol.. but I will never go and talk to my guidance counselour ever again.. about 5 months ago she did the "show me, roll up your sleeve! dont make me get the nurse in here!" bit.

Sunrise: ^.^ That's a very good idea I can show him this post ^.^ Thank you so much. and ((((hugs)))) ^_^
I'm wondering if they dont trust me because of how I look as I'm saying it... or how I say it... because I usually have gotten used to holding all my emotions in, so I could basically tell my who life story with no tears, and not even looking like it hurts... Perhaps that was my copeing with the T tearing through me with questions about my life, since a very young age.

Rapunzel: hmm.. true... I've never thought about it that way (that he might just be trying to see how bad it is)... I'll try that also thanks

RACEKA: hm, this is the second time my T has asked... I hope he'll help you I know exactly how it feels to want to get help.

(((((((((((((HUGS ALL)))))))))))))))))))
Thanks so much, ( in case you couldn't guess, I just went down and replied to all of them as I read the replies)