I am leaving. Morning meds taken, and I am still very shakey. But I have my husband, and friends are coming today as well. Maybe a good time to discuss my issues with my friends. Then, maybe they will understand my behavior at times. This is new to me. Never had to prepare myself like this. And the dread and sore muscles. I am sure that it will be okay, rationally, but right now it seems like I am preparing to climb a mountain. Wish me luck.