What do I say, Wow!!!!!!!!! ((sky)) I will remember that you wont be on; thanks for reminding me; hope you do good for those times away.
I am back from the doctors. Here it is; He sank some reality in me; kind of feel not so "high". He reminded me that my ex did this before; then bang he took me to court. Right after is when I ended up in h. So I do need to consider what kind of person he really is; but there is always the hope that this time he is being honest. My doc really made me think though; he said look at what he and his lawyer are doing then today he wants to just give up the kids??? Very true and this hit me hard. BBBBUUUUTTTT; I need to hold on to some of that hope right now or I will give up. I think what my doc wanted to say is I need to be prepared for the good and the bad. He is very right.
So, I am going in tomorrow. I am supposed to phone him first to ensure when I will be there. I have to wait for my ex to call to see when he will be here; probably not till late afternoon.
(sweet); thanks for the encouragment to tell him about the paranoid issue. I told him some not all. It was a start and I found it hard to do. He said we will work things out one step at a time but meds are needed for this. He said we will discuss it tomorrow. Funny though; I figured before I left to see him; I am going to hold it together today; he he; ya right. He has a way of bringing it out thats for sure. I will miss you all so much. I find the staff at this hospital really great though. I had a good experience in this one; not the one out of town from here. He reassured me today that he will not send me there. I am glad he respects this.
justy