I'm back... So is the depression.
I feel that anxiety mixed with razor blades inside of my body. Feel completely alone and like I'm about to expload because of the mask I must wear to go to work. I did well for three months but couldn't take the side effects, been a month on a new med, and I know it needs to be increased but stupid me I missed my appointment and my dr is currently away. I feel completely paralyzed, numb and indecisive. Not to mention I feel like a burden to my soon to be husband. I cry just thinking about having to go to work tonight, but can't call in sick, so I feel even more trapped.
Just needed to vent as I feel I cannot reach out to friends.
Thanks for listening, and hope others r doing better than me,