Hey ((((((((((((((((((Leslie))))))))))))))))!!!!!!!!!!! Writing and talking; its hard. I know you struggle with this. When you feel ready, we are here for u. If there is anything you want to talk about; please dont hold back with me. YOu have been a rock for me; you have great strength and give so very much. YOu touch others in a way that truly amazes me; you show so much compassion. I wonder if you forget about yourself though. Not in a bad way; but your want to help others is so strong. Thats what makes you so special. I do hope you see it. Things take time, I know that. I may not see it all the way though. I used to bottle so much inside; and do still; but not as much because I blew. I totally broke down and thats when I learned about myself. I do talk a lot and it can be annoying. I am not usually so focused on "poor me". I hate that part of me right now. Maybe its what needs to be; maybe focusing more on ourselves isnt so bad. Talk to us; we talk to you and you listen. We are here when you are ready for us to hear your voice.
and yes, i will email u. sry its taken so darn long.

justy